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kucing itu berwarna hitam, kenapa kucing itu berwarna hitam, adakah kerana kucing itu hitam? tapi kenapa hitam? kenapa bukan warna selain hitam? kucing itu suka warna hitam?hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam. hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam hitam,

dream~~

Last night I dream about a little girl..... She's around 4-6years old...... She came to me and said that she's been searching for me.... Said that I can help her..... As I get to know her, I realize that she is an orphan ( or maybe being treated badly by her's parent ) ..... So I take care of her.... Even thinking to adopt her..... Remember the way she kiss my eye... Felt so real...... Not being able to remember most of the details but at the end of my dream, she was gone.... I do not know where she go.... Waking up from my sleep with this feeling of losing something.... Someone that I might be able to help.... Or maybe she was the reflection of myself.... The fragile me that I should be able to help... In the end,,,, If only I can find where me is....

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remember me? - part 2

i love talking about the past, really, it seem that all my life I've been going to that place called 'school'. really don't understand why i need to go there, but abah always ask me to go, he always drive me to school everyday (he's a bus driver, haha...) i also don't understand why am i so scared to not be able to go to school, 1 time i cry so loud just because i might be late to school.... hm... really miss that time where money means the small money i had in my pocket and future is only tomorrow. i don't remember that well about my past, but picture really do help me a lot. haha... funny how that skinny boy has grow up to this man...

fullmoon(ciplak)

nice huh? usually i dont care bout this,,, but still doesnt mean that i dont love looking at the moon,, just to busy to notice,,, hm,,, hopefully i wont be like this anymore,,, not noticing something so beautiful, even the thing is there,,

close up,,

just finish my raya

so tired.. nothing to say,, tired,,,,,,,,
bye

chrismas can wait.....

right?
it hari raya coming soon... hahaha.... it the second hari raya,@raya korban @ raya haji @ aidiladha... doing lemang 2 dis year.. not done it yet but grandma already calling me back to do the MAN work... hahaha... so as usual,, gonna find the bamboo to make lemang,,, raya is dis monday so sunday got to do the work... but i wanna work dis sunday,, do my part time.. haha,, so dad gonna do all the work,,, maybe i come help before go work... coz it's my job right....
raya korban is different from the other raya,, this raya we sacrifice somthing and celebrate it,, not like a dark ritual sacrificing thing,, but the propose is for god Himself,
sometimes we need to sacrifice something to get our happiness right? erm..
maybe i do need to help my dad,, try help him as much as i can la..
the part itme work can wait... hehe,,, chow

remember me?

remember that day?
when there's no stress, no prob, everyday is for fun, anywhere is ur playgraound, everyone love u, dont u miss that time?
it feel soooo right, nobody is ur enemy,

smile all the time without faking, always want more, never stop tryiing even it meant to make u cry, everyone is there to protect u, sure,, that time is the past,, we can even remember it, dont lie,, u dont remember,, nobody can, know y? coz we always takes for granted everything that we have, but always want something that we dont have anymore, we want the joy that we already let it past away, but do we really take time to love wat we hav now? just dont make any regret in our life. we might end up lying in bed waiting for death. but there's no one there to hold our hand.

tell u wat

life is hard, jsut giv up, ur a loser already since ur were born right?
or u decide 2 b a loser urself?
do everything must b always right?
are we were born perfect? learn 2 b prefect, we will never reach the perfection, but still, if we are near to perfection, then it is better than being a loser,
hey.....
dont stop trying, there must b more than this,
u just might not find it yet, the thing that make urself somebody,
but dont stop walking forward, dont go back,
coz someday u might just look back n smile that ur never b that loser again.

no-thing-at-all

started this thing coz this gal,haha, y do i even like telling about somethign to publik, noot me,

how do i even start dis thing?